My Life in Pictures, Words, Lyrics, & Daily Musings...I'm following life wherever it takes me!
Saturday, December 24, 2011
forget december.
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Not so glamorous after all.
I’m 5 feet 9 inches tall and in the modeling world, that's a shrimp. People keep telling me I'm tall but wait till you see my female model friends. They’re standing at an impressively 6 feet 1 inches tall = 185.42 centimeters! I had always had modeling in the back of my mind. People have always come up to me and said 'are you a model or have you ever thought about pursuing modeling?’. Despite what people keep telling me, I'd never thought about pursuing modelling myself now. I have friends from both genders would come up to me and ask ‘how to become a model?’. Alright you have great looks that can turn heads while you’re walking on public place and great portfolio but that is not enough at all. The model should possess strong will power and confidence to hunt for right opportunity with a determination to work harder and harder. You must be stronger from inside your attitudes, mannerism, communications skills, and patience can put you on the desired place in the industry. Never think that modeling is full of glamour, but if you look in to rationally it is not just glamour as it seems from outside. When you see a beautiful model wearing great smile, there is a lot of hard work behind it from the model itself to full fill the clients, photographers and creative people set objectives. Throughout the fashion week, I was doing back-to-back shows. Sounds glamorous? Well, it looks glamorous, but behind the scenes is chaos! Make up, off, then on, then off and on again, hair extensions glued-in, hair ironed, teased, poked, prodded - the constant preening takes its toll and there’s no time to zone out.
A little guidance to your first steps toward becoming one. “Well, I think I could be a model, but I’m too short/tall/fat/thin/ethnic/....” First, the bad news. Some types of modeling do have pretty rigorous requirements. For instance, runway fashion models need to be tall and preferably slender. If you’re not at least 5'7" or more, the odds of your getting work doing runway fashion are not good. There are exceptions – Kate Moss, for instance, is only 5'6". But exceptions do not disprove rules. Modern haute couture show-fashion is designed to look good on tall, slender models (although this is changing.) If you aren’t tall and slender, the clothes won’t look good on you. If the clothes don’t look good on you, the designers won’t want you to wear them. That’s life. It’s nothing personal. Now the good news. Runway fashion is a tiny, tiny fraction of all the modeling work in the world. Think about it: which do you see more often, pictures of Tyra Banks in a New York fashion show, or pictures of attractive people in everyday settings doing fairly ordinary things to try to get you to buy something or otherwise catch your interest? Commercial, print, casual and editorial work, let alone glamour and art photography, constantly require a huge number of interesting, attractive people of all shapes and sizes for modeling duties. And in today’s market-driven, targeted advertising world, every advertiser with a customer base – tall, short, fat, thin, ethnic, you name it – tries to appeal to its target demographic by using models who look like them, only maybe just a little more attractive.
Well, there is also a very ugly side of modelling. Models are constantly being told to lose weight or gain weight. They are also rejected a lot for jobs. If you can't handle REJECTIONS without taking it personal then modeling is not for you! Also, if you're actually doing some modeling, be careful of "agents," "photographers," "model scouts," whatever. Make sure you bring your mom or your friend with you. Watch out for the sickos out there. Never pay to be in a photo shoot! They should be paying you. If you're serious about becoming a model, then you might want to invest in a modeling class session. You will learn a lot from these, and you will network with the professional models that teach the classes, and the amateur models just like you. Just make sure the organization is licensed so that you don't waste your money. Beware of agency scams, they will usually ask for money up front. If you don't have the money for classes, there are a lot of books, shows, and mentors out there that will help you. When you go to auditions, be extremely careful. Don't go to auditions posted in the "Jobs" section of the news paper. In reality just start contacting legitimate agencies and go to their open calls. If you are what the market is looking for, they will give you a call back. Models carry themselves with an air of confidence, not an air of cockiness! Don't think you're better than everyone, don't get too wrapped up in yourself. Open your eyes to the world and find opportunities. Good Luck !
Wednesday, May 18, 2011
bits n pieces.
Brain.
Emotions and hormones.
We ALL react to stress differently, we ALL handle life differently.
My journey has brought me to this.
You have to find what works best for you.
It's not about being weak and wanting to eliminate feelings.
Quite the contrary.
It's about finding a balance so that we CAN feel feelings,
I appreciate more the simple moments of life.
I have a deeper love and appreciation for those who have taken the time to
I am more madly in love with my dude who has been unbelievably patient, loving, supportive and understanding through each and every icky moment.
Tuesday, May 17, 2011
very odd dreams that are mostly riddled with fears
I have phobia sitting in speeding cars.
I have sweaty palms when i'm nervous.
Dislike Guys who are very open about themselves.
Our government is corrupted.
Local fruits is my favourite.
I don't mind looking foolish in public.
I don't praise myself.
I don't copy in exams. I die on my own.
I don't wipe and comb my hair after bathing.
I study hard for exams.
Modeling was never something I see myself doing or pursuing in the future... I don't necessary love it or hate it. I'm just pushing my boundaries and see how far i can go into different field.
I walk out naked after bathing.
I'm cool Not wearing any undergarments while going out.
Black is my favourite color.
Pink color? hmmm depends lar.
I hate eating pills.
I don't waste my time looking at people's facebook photoAlbums. Maybe 5 picture or less and that's also to oblige someone/ friends...hahaha
I wish I can buy a gun...
Carrying handbags is such a burden.
I love spicy food.
I hate wasting money on movies unless its FREE!!
I'm super stingy
I cry everytime watching the less fortunate striving to live.
I hate wiping off eyeliner
I love being around studious people.
I hate my university.
I don't pray.
I don't make fake promises....action speaks louder than words.
I want to open my very own cupcakes or candies store.
I love watching cooking show... mum says i am obsessed!
I don't read blogs. lame
I write blogs when I feel like too.
I hate crowded places.
I have bad eyesight.
I'm neutral AT EVERYTHING I DO
I have bad temper but I control it
I don't like doing things most girls enjoy.. those girlish stuff makes me wanna barf!
I find it stupid for newbie couples going 'I love you forever n forever' and the next second they break up... Bastard.
Couples who celebrate monthly anniversary are stupid CUZ the next minute...they are both single...
I only believe in reality...The real world! No such thing as ONCE UPON A TIME for me. rubbish~!
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Where I put up a ' Facelift' picture cuz I couldn't find a good picture....

Not inspired. Not inspired. BLAH BLAH BLAH.
Still feel like reading?!
Sunday, May 8, 2011
i'm not sure what to post about today
thank god no!
{two} have you ever ridden on an elephant?
ummmm, no!
{three} have you ever met a well known celebrity?
South Korean pop and R&B singer, RAIN :)
{four} do you have any food allergies?
Peanuts
{five} do you know how to sew?
A lil bit.
{six} did you get an allowance when you were young?
RM1
{seven} how often do you fill up your gas tank?
hmmm....ask my mum!
{eight} have you ever been stung by a jelly fish?
no, i hate swimming in yucky water!
{nine} have you ever been robbed?
i really don't want to jinx myself on this one;)
{ten} what is the worst haircut you’ve ever had?
when i was young, my sister cut my hair super short and it was hideous && ugly!
- So, I just got a call from Penang yesterday...regarding a competition that I randomly participated and I'm shortlisted as one of the semi finalist but unfortunately, I got another better offer and somehow the dates clashes so...I gotta choose only ONE...hmmmm....
- Sher's been out of the country for over 2 years and I have been doing okay. Right this minute, I am literally waiting for him to go online. Waiting so I could talk to my best friend, my partner, my leader, my better half. Waiting so I could last another day without him here. Waiting so my love tank can be refilled. And when he does, I’ll still be waiting. Waiting for him to come home : ) I miss you niuk.
Saturday, May 7, 2011
what are you...right or left? :)

Right brain: I am the right brain. I am creativity. A free spirit. I am passion. Yearning. Sensuality. I am the sound of roaring laughter. I am taste. The feeling of sand beneath bare feet. I am movement. Vivid colors. I am the urge to paint on an empty canvas. I am boundless imagination. Art. Poetry. I sense. I feel. I am everything I wanted to be.
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
I hope y’all been having a grrrr-reat week (:
Sorry I haven’t been updating for quite awhile. I’ve been busy with my studies. Done with another photo-shooting session. Catalogue shooting session around the corner. Looking forward for a shooting session with the established malaysian fashion designer with over 20 years of experience the the fashion industry :)) plus a Photo shooting with the girls would be fun....can't wait =) Few slots are opens up for fashion shooting too. Not forgetting my sweethearts!! we will be having a reunion in KL real soon! Missing you girls so much =) have a safe flight babes muakssss! 
C – CRUSHING ON: Taylor lautner
E – EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO: My friends
H – HOMETOWN: Malacca!
I- IN LOVE WITH: Food
K – KILLED SOMEONE: Of course not!
L – LONGEST CAR RIDE: From Melaka to Penang.
N – NUMBER OF SIBLINGS: 3
R – REASON TO SMILE: Delicious food
S- SONG YOU LAST HEARD: OMG by Usher
U – UNDERWEAR COLOR/PATTERN: *winks*
V – VEGETABLE(S): Broccoli. Carrots. Cucumber.
W – WORST HABIT: I need ice cream to make me happy
Z – ZODIAC SIGN: Pisces
May God bless us all with love, joy, peace and success =))
Thursday, April 28, 2011
What to pack in your model case?


- Casual - blue jeans, sports & knit tops, button up tops, shorts, blue jeans, etc.
- Business Suit - for a different look
- Sports (exercise, uniforms, shorts, etc.) - If you plan to do some sports modeling
- Lingerie - If you plan to enter the lingerie market
- Swim wear - needs to be a bikini that really flatters you
- Any props like hats, neckties, men's shirts, jackets, etc.
- G-string & bra in flesh tone color - This is to eliminate lines that show under clothing
- Hose/nylons in an assortment of colors
- Socks in different colors including black and white
- Bring several different bras including at least one push-up and one in flesh tone color
- A robe to wear between changes during the photo session
- Bring a scarf to wear when changing to help keep makeup off client's and your clothing
Accessories - You've got to have something to compliment the clothes, right..
Along with each outfit, try to bring accessories which will accent or match the outfit. Keep accessories simple.
Assortment of necklaces Earrings- Bracelets
- Choker (these are popular at the time of this writing)
- Wristwatch - You normally wouldn't wear a watch unless you are doing a photo where you will be looking at the time.
Shoes, Shoes, Shoes!!!!
As with accessories, shoes should match or accent the outfit. But, you can also think outside the box on the subject of footwear. For example; High heels have a totally different look with jeans or swim wear than with an evening dress
- Dress shoes - Bring several different pairs
- High heels - Also an assortment
- Boots or high heel boots
- Sandal
Don't forget about the hair!!!
Below are some items you'll need for your hair (or hair removal)
- An assortment of combs and hairbrushes
- Straightener
- A couple of headbands
- Shaving cream and a couple of sharp razors
- Anything else you use for hair care
When coming to the model shoot, I would suggest leaving the hair fairly natural with very little (if any) hairspray.....
Makeup and facial
Even if your shoot involves a make-up artist, you still may want to pack the following cuz make-up fades as time passes and sometimes we are requested to put on our own foundation base bcuz of the the time issue and not enough helping hand..
Your complete makeup kit along with a
- mirror
- A moisturizer
- Cottonballs and swabs Lip balm
- Vaseline
- A good skin cleanser
- Several different shades of lip color (be sure to bring some solid colors)
Nails, finger that is.
- Your complete manicure kit
- Nail polish with neutral color
- Remover kit for nail polish
A nice manicure wilreally enhance your model photos, especially images where your hand is near your face in close-ups so pay particular attention to your nails. Don't put on so bright colours :)))
