I needed all the lifting up I could get=)

So,what is it that takes away our security?

What is it that makes us feel so insignificant?

I can only think of one answer:

"Satan is trying to steal our joy."

{Satan will make sin look so good that you won't even care that its bad.}

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

I think the biggest battle that women face is

"fear of being too much,"

and "fear of being not enough."

We compete to no ends with each other,

rarely feel genuinely happy with each others successes,

and never feel content to be just who we are.

Anothers womans success makes us feel that we have some how failed.
The beauty of woman is found true in her heart.

Have you ever met a woman that was so beautiful on the inside that you never even noticed her outward appearance?

THAT is exactly how we are to come across=)

We are not to act out in our insecurities,

but to always act out in love.

♥♥♥♥♥♥

P.S. I have been plagued by the following phrase my entire life:
"Great things are in store for you Renee!!"

=)

btw,I'm eager to get my navel pierced.

0_0

I'm 100% tired sometimes,

but i will stay awake just to talk to you.

Just look how sweet I am!hahaha.

You better kiss my toes!LOL

P.S. Dear Readers,

Have a great week!!=)

I want to believe everything you say,and I do.

You and I are going to be okay.
You know that,right?

P.S. I am so tired of the heat + humidity!looking forward to cozier days.
It always fascinated me how people go from loving you madly to nothing at all,nothing.
{LET's let it happen.}
(:


we said goodbye.

&
Everything turned out fine =)
^ ^

P.S.I'm falling head-over-heels for you (:

I'm not going back,I'm moving ahead =)

So,I guess sometimes when you put what you want out there,

the universe listens and responds.

Or something like that.
{wow,I am getting all Secret-ish in here.weird.}
Anyways,so um yeah.

my Question:DARE to Dream??

Looking back to why I ever started blogging in the first place,

I am reminded that at one time I had dreams.

At one time I was willing to give up everything based solely on a dream.

Whatever happened to that dream?

I have started asking myself this question for the past few months,

wondering if my dream died.

I don't have any motivation to move forward,

no confidence to proceed,

no gusto to finish.

Its like,all that I ever wanted seems unattainable.

So,that makes me think,is this just my dream?

Is this desire NOT from the Lord?

How can my life be so different from what I desire?

Some days are just harder for me than others.

Some days,

I definitely have to fight the feelings that I have missed my calling,

and this is just one of those days.

I feel that I may be wasting my life on what I can do,

rather than what God WILL do.

P.S. I no longer want to desire something that seems impossible.

I know that the Lord didn't want me to speak those words.

*

*

*

*

V

So, do I dare to dream?

That's what I must face right now.

Do I dare to face tomorrow knowing that what

I have in my heart may never come to pass?

Gahh!!

Anyway,

Hump day already??

That's what she said.No,seriously though...

it's Friday already?!

This week has just flown by so far.

=)

Dear Mother Nature,

Thanks for the perfect weather this weekend.

It couldn't have come at a more better time.

Keep rockin' it so I won't have to direct a throat punch in your direction.

So,another weekend has come and gone.

=(

I hope you all had some time to unwind.

I'm not ready quite yet,but Monday is going to come regardless

so I hope you all have a good one.

And dear readers,please don't forget...

Just because I'm busy doesn't mean I don't love you peeps =)

You were my Something.

P.S. This post is specially typed in black and white for a very special person. * dun blush*HAHA

I don't know where to begin.It all started with a with a glance.But in that person I've found everything I ever dreamed of.This person has an overwhelming passion for life.When this person looks at me,it's like this person's staring at the stars.This person see's a beauty I can't even hope to ever see.This person can look into my soul,without me saying a thing this person can perfectly articulate everything I've tried so hard to hide from everyone.This person can't not touch me,stroke my hand,my back.Nothing could be more beautiful and true =)
BOOBOO is the nicest of em' all! =)
Although there's so much misunderstanding as we grew up,you never back up.You Stood firmly on the cold floor awaiting for the flowers that bloom in spring,the snowflakes that falls in the winter,Oak leaves that scatters on the ground during autumn,and the ladies that comes out with their sexy bikinis during summer.

Thank you Booboo!!!!!!!!

lots of love and care.

=)

see u real soon!toodlesssssssssssss.

My life has been a rollercoater this past month.

Seriously last week was amazing.

Friends.

Staying up late.

Midnight supper.

Sneaking in and out.

Movies and Popcorn.

McD.

Window shopping.

Photo shoots.

Experiencing the life of a 'saleswoman'.

Screaming and laughing in public :D

Drama.

Heating up fried food inside a sandwich toaster!!haha

Running back and forth like a soccer team =)

I got to rock my shorts and plaid shirt last weekend,

I was so stinking giddy.

_____________________________

Let me start off by sayinG.......

I am NOT a morning person.
I need my breakfast before I can even sway to opening an eyelid!
So,this morning was a COMPLETE shocker.

I woke to birds chirping,sweet little chirping birdies...

It was music to my ears & it was yet so peaceful to wake up to!

So,Today my friends,........

I am all smiles,sparkles and brunch'd up =)

V

V

V

V

V

V

V

V

" I'm feeling Alive!! =) "

Oh yes,it was BEAUTIFUL last week.
I was in love with the

SHINING SUN and WARM weather.
Mr. Sun

was so bright I figured it was smart to keep my peepers safe.
Inside too :)

X's and O's,

Renee aka Booboo (:

I wanted to be the one who was different.

Hello there!Long time,no talk,right?

I missed y'all, as usual :)

So a good guy friend of mine tried to explain to me that

*not all men are bad.*

Well in a lot of ways it's true but.....

Oh whatever.

There is no real conclusion to this,because its undescribable.

But I have realized That kind of perfectness does not exist in a person.

It exists in a connection,a relationship =)

That is what love is.

Love is that person who isn't necessarily perfect,

but it perfect for you. *awww!!*

P.S. Stopped searching for that perfect guy,

for that perfect relationship,for that perfect life.

because it will come to you naturally (:

___________________________________

There are few moments in life in which I believe we'll find true happiness,

a moment in which everything stands still

and..

every emotion,thought or worry is gone,

and...

you're a single soul floating in a world of ecstasy.

Its a feeling I wouldn't trade for anything =)

P.S. I can go and conquer the world

and make my wildest dreams come true (:

{just watch me *big smiles*}

God bless ya'all!!

to my lovely readers...

ugh...

Life gets busy and crazy for me.

Now,even though life is crazy-busy,I'm so glad to be doing it all.

I'm So Glad This Week Is Over =)

I'm so happy♥ we'll be having a one-week break!!

BTW,....if you're new around here,
you will quickly learn that my greatest inspirations come from

quotes OR music.
it amazes me how they can touch my heart so deeply
and connect me to someone who,

at one point in their lives,were feeling the exact same way I am now.

Quotes of the Day:

“If you want to live a happy life,tie it to a goal,not to people or things.”

♥

heck yea.

The sun shone like I've never seen it shine before.

Food has never tasted that good.

The wind felt like it was hugging me and playing with my hair.

The birds were singing.My nose was loving the smell of the water.
blah.Life's good.

part of me wants to build up my wall higher

&

stronger so I feel safe and know I won't get hurt =)

♥
I am so content right now with where my life has brought me so far.
My life is in no way perfect{Nobody's perfect},
but I'm proud to say that I can wake up every morning

with a smile on my face.

=)

my family and friends are healthy.
I have a roof over my head.
I live in a beautiful city =)

*butterflies*

♥

♥

Anyway,

Life is an incredible blessing that is often times overlooked.

I've learned to count my blessings

&

hold everyone I care about extremely close to my heart.

*cries*

_______________________________

Below are some pictures uploaded in random order:

note:Picca's are taken during the Preliminary round for our English Drama Presentation.

More pictures are uploaded in facebook.

P.S. yeah..I die thinking about the embarrassment.

I look hideous!!LOLx

you guys are amazing!!
the happiness I have from largest to tiniest things that you people had done

&

support is too much for words (:

♥here is to taking chances...

♥


♥
when life slows down,

I promise I'll update more often ya ^^

Happy Weekend,x's and o's to all of you! =)

Our patience payed off.

Hello,you all!

I hope your week is going well so far!

There has been so much going on this week for me,

complete madness!

With English Drama Presentation,Business Statistics Paper,Quizzes,

Morning classes,Business Management Project and

all the other everyday things that are tapping me on the shoulder,

it has been exhausting!!!gahh.

So let’s begin shall we…..

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Speaking of English Drama Presentation,

My group members and I did a pretty good job=)

Even though we had limited time to practice,we still rock the stage!♥

hahahahaha

Anyway,here is a glimpse of what's happening behind the scenes:

note:More pictures are uploaded in facebook:

http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=100000710291909#!/profile.php?ref=profile&id=1493784127

Feel Free to watch the video which has been recorded and uploaded in facebook.

Title:Lamb to the slaughter♥

♥ Mrs.Mary & Mr.Patrick♥

(The cast)

above:the refrigerator & the leg of the lamb.

____________________________________

I haven't posted about the challenge in a few days,

so I thought I would give you an update!

I thought you may be thinking I had abandoned it,

absolutely not!

I'm in a very good mood.

I have several exciting things to share with you all.

Ok,so you might not be as excited as me,

but act like it,mmmk?

Lately,I've met tonnes of great people (:

{In and Off-campus}

Life has been good to me & there's no better feeling in the world!

So happy that it happened this way =)

I've been going through alot of changes like never before.

Just there's so many things that are making me so happy everyday.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

anyway,here are the movies I've watched:

note: I apologize for slacking on the updates :)

But nowadays,I've been so so busy!!Sry ya^^

P.S. I WILL DARE TO DO JUST WHAT I DO.

BE JUST WHAT I AM,

AND DANCE WHENEVER I WANT TO.

♥

OH YES I WILL BE BACK...

Have a beautiful day,everyone!♥

Life is but an endless series of Details.

OMG so freakin excited!

where do i begin?!

yeeeeee!!!

ok sorry.

had to let it out.In fact,I just did a happy dance(:

It’s been a good week.Perfect way to start the weekend.

and speaking of the weekend,guess where this little overachiever is headed.

need a hint??dream on fellas.haha

First let me say,I love all my family and friends!!
Love, love, love, love them!!!

Suddenly it's March.Time flies,doesn't it?
I like March though.

cause it's my birthday!!haha.

Some of my favorite memories growing up were my childhood birthdays.

every year,my mom would sneak into my bedroom,

turn on the lights,jump on my bed and sing me happy birthday.

All before sunrise.I loved it.

I would then open my presents and start the day off right!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
It's been an amazing Birthday!!

though I feel like I've been on the go,go,go like nonstop,

I've had one of the best birthmonths ever!!!

gawd I'm old.

and now I leave you with year 19.

drumroll please

.........................

................

..........

.....

....

.....

.......

.................

.......

........

...

...

..

MY B'DAY CAKE.

Anyway,thank you for playing along peeps.

I know I can be a bit much during birthmonth but what can I say...??

It only happens once a year ;)

{my life just flashed before our eyes}

Pictures below:don't think I have words for how much I love these pictures.

I had the best time of my life with my best friend,SHARON LEE

and as always,It was a great time.

We communicated with our eyes about the loud people next to us.

We gossiped,we remembered,we shared the most beautiful memories.

love you babe!

above: I got a masseuse who gives free services.

I just want to say thank you guys for giving such a heartfelt card.

You people are absolutely wonderful and I appreciate everything!

above:Thank you all so much for your birthday wishes!
It meant a lot(:

I had a fantastic day.I am another year older.

Another year,hopefully wiser.
Another year just better.
Let's be real...
The last year of my life was FULL of changes
and growth {sometimes not so fun}
and learning lessons.
The next year of my life is going to be freaking fantastic
if I may say so.
{I may.}

P.S. What a wonderful life I've had!

I only wish I'd realized it sooner!gahh.

note:Have a wonderful weekend!

Many Blessings!