This weekend flew by.

I was comfortable around someone until....

Gah.Forget about it lar.

But let's face it.I've been taken for granted.
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I let my imagination run...

I splayed my body across the cold damp ground

as I let the sun shine on my face.

I teetered as I tried to balance on the edge of the wooden bridge.

I laughed aloud at the thought of someone coming up the trail

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finding me in all my childish glory.

I was ridiculous.
And I felt free

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I'm holding back,NO MORE.

btw,

crazy,unplanned weekends are the best,aren't they?!

I can post about what I'm feeling these days.
Read it.Don't read it.Follow.Don't follow.
Take what you want from it all.
This is me.

I'm way behind on posts.
I have lots coming my way.
Promise.

P.S. My life isn't perfect...nor do i want it to be.

Dear darlings,

Thank you for making me smile all weekend.

&

Dear mmu Lecturers,

Please cancel lecture class more often wudju.

=)

I'm taking it easy cuz Life is Short.

I have always said that things happen for a reason.

I wouldn’t go back and change what happen in the past.

I have no regrets.

I also say that what has happen to me has made me who I am today.

I am working on being a better person.

I know what is done is done and there is no looking back.
I am trying hard not to live in the past(:
I do realize one day this will all be just a distant memory.

Fyi:Don't trust anybody.

I'm a big softie when it comes to forgiving people.

From now onwards,I don't believe that people will change!

I knew it would only be a matter of time.

It's just beyond unbelievable

that 'some people' could do such hurtful things to hurt us.

I'm Speechless.I'm Wordless.

Well hello there.

I'm not here today!
No really.

I am just behind today.

It's such a typical Thursday blah day,yanno?
But let me tell you....best weekend ever(:

We chose "A Christmas Carol" over 2012.

(what happened was Ah Ti had already watched 2012,lol)

I can finally talk about the movie.woohoo!!

I most definitely enjoyed the movie(:

Some parts were really quite scary but overall the movie was great.

I love the sound effect & the motion graphic Design<3

The whole movie looks so REAL.

picture below:His name is Ebenezer Scrooge.

Note:This man has alot of blackheads on his nose.

LOL

Random:

Jeremy:Wei,open ur bluetooth!!I wan send you something.

Mei Hsien:huh?oh ok.*we're crowding around to see{kepo}*

ME&others:Mei Hsien what is he sending??

Mei Hsien:Dunno.

{sending........}

*open file*

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saw this picture

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*dammit!!*

Studying economics in the library until can sleep,LOL.

I Blame the Comfortable Sofa.hahaha

Due to hectic schedule

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lack of sleep,

this is what actually happens.

This week is busy busy busy.

I have some exciting plans going on that I'll be sharing with you soon...

but not now...

btw,

I left out some pictures.

but don't worry.here it is.LOL

GG,Sorry for ruining your dignity.haha.

GG,have i ever mention to you that I love editing pictures?

*giggles*



Last but not least,

Here is the Girl who has been a bad blogger today,

I have too much running through my head right now

to make much of a cohesive post*

but.....

I wanted to point you in the direction of something wonderful.

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ice-cream!!

Am i way too big for free happy meal Toys?

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XOXO,

I wish my life was a movie

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I would want it to be an epic,fantasy adventure!

C'mon peeps,fess up....

do you have any online addictions?

{other then blogging,of course}
I love me some Bejeweled<3

Anyway,have a wonderful,relaxing weekend,everyone.
Toodles~

=)

Pussy.............*cat*

Walk with Me,Make a Wonder.

<3

Keep moving forward,but can't close the gaps,

keep retreating but can't keep the memories out.

Gah.

P.S. Thank you for reading this.

Confession:
I HATE scary movies.
I just do not enjoy being scared.

This blog is not anonymous.
You know my name,

you probably have a good idea of where I live,

You know my face.

I didn't start blogging with that action plan...it just happened.
I'm actually a pretty private person

&

having this blog be my honesty outlet has been much needed.
So YAY weekend!
The plans:
not much.Suicide?maybe.
but before that,I need lots of rest and relaxation.

I stood & glared down at the busy street from the top of a building.

I asked myself,

"would my legs hit the hard ground first or would my head smashed before my legs?"

I'm still trying to figure it out.

Fine.I'm going to sleep and
will hopefully wake up like a new woman.

Amen

I had enuff.

u lied enuff

u played enuff

denied enuff

did wrong enuff...

i heard enuff

i've seen enuff

u've put me thru enuff

fooled me enuff.

i just dun care anymore..

biar la nk jadi ape pasni,jadi la.

dahlah 2....penat nak emo.

почему травмируют меня?

ёу промисед ме,ремембер?

stoopid меня для того, чтобы быть настолько глупым

bye~

Grhh!!Fear me,for I am Angry!

Try to fear me even though in this picture I look happy,lol.

Somebody once told me that,

There's someone who dreams of ur smile

& finds in ur presence that life is worthwhile,

so,when you're lonely,remember it's true,

somebody somewhere,is thinking about you=(

Can I get a big Woo Hoo?!

There's a lot of emotions running around the blogosphere.

This year is probably the hardest year of my entire life,this far.
So much happened.It seems so unfair.
Why is this happening to me?!
I just try not to think about all the bad things that can happen.
I'm getting confused
&
when that happens,I tend to shut down for a while mentally.
Bottom line,my emotions are a bit fragile these days,lol.
I'm sick and tired of empty promises!Hatred.
P.S. I'm not one of those bloggers who only posts about happy stuff.
So please don't judge me.I love ya'll.So very much.

Behind the Scenes...

What went on behind the scenes?

curious to know??LOL...

okay.fine.here it is.

We managed to snap a few 'behind the scenes' photos.

P.S. Pictures are uploaded in random order.

leng cai not??

P.S. Thank you guys for all your corporation,support and patience.

Are you ready for some action??

*Screams!!!*ahhhhh!!!

Our Human Development Video Presentation is officially OVER!!

Now,I can take a deep breath,just seat back and relax

&

watch the other groups do their stuff......=)

P.S. it's ain't easy to produce a video.

It takes me days just to edit this damn video

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Not to forget the acting scenes that takes weeks to complete

*sigh*

my fellow group members and I was so unfortunate

bcuz we're the First Group to present our video*dammit*

Throughout the day[before the presentation],

I had itchy fingers & sweaty palms

Bcuz I was effin nervous to present our the video.

As I promised to Sherman,
I'll upload this video as soon as I finished the presentation.

However,to upload this video on blogger/fb/youtube it takes about 5 hours.

*Due to insufficient time & hectic schedule,

I'll upload the video when I'm free okay?

Be patient darl...

or

I'll play it & let you see when you come home okie?

=)

Stop.Look.Listen.

Okay.I am officially frustrated.

I have held my tongue long enough,

but now,

I am unleashing my anger on bloggy land.

It's always so sudden when you hear gossips about yourself.

It drives me nuts.

Go ahead,hate me.Hate me for all you want=(

Random:From my point of view,

it's freaking awkward to greet someone whom we are not intimate wid.

I find it effin bitchy when someone tries to act over friendly *very rare cases*

I tend not to greet people that i'm not really close wid

just because I'm bashful,self-conscious and afraid to start a conversation.

A simple Hi its enough to kill.

The truth is I'm used to being alone,

and I don't mind being alone even without a friend.

And...

having to start a conversation or putting on a smile is super difficult for me.

I'm not rude

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I'm definitely not trying to be some kind of proud blardy bitch.

I'm just not born to socialize with people.

Sorry ya...

Don't hate me for that.

anyway,I always thought being quiet is a good thing.

However,I was wrong *sigh*

And when someone becomes friendly to a person,

that person calls that friendly person a blardy annoying asshole.

For Example:When you bath quickly,people will automatically say we "mandi kerbau"

but when we bath longer,people will say "oi,you washing the stoopid toilet ezit??!!"

Rumours and gossips are everywhere.

i'm Sick of it *seriously*

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Lately,things are not going his way.

He lost his Hp and his ATM card.

wtf rite??

Life must be effin meaningless for him rite now.

POOR THING*

darl,I know how it feels when you lost your hp.

I also lost my W810i hp before.I was damn sad and emo.

I cursed that stupid b*stard hp stealer to rott in hell.

Hey sher,keep the faith,stay strong and determined.

It's not the right time to give up now okay?

=)

*may the good lord bless you*

Lovely Lil Things*

The weather promises to be quite cold so

I'll enjoy snuggling up under a cozy blanket,

putting my feet into the fuzzy,feel-good slippers

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watching a good movie.

Dinner with family,delicious food and drinks will also be included.

*DANG!!*

Midterms are just around the corner!

That means heavy migraines,puffy eyes,backaches,study groups,

late nights at the library,gulping down a cup of coffee every nite

&

blisters on the buttocks due to hours of sitting on the plastic chair.

T______T

Thanks to skype,

we have been able to make free calls

&

see each other via webcam.

Making international calls is super darn expensive *seriously*

I felt so much better and...

overwhelmed by how awesome it was to hear him sing.

He is the man with music that touches my soul.

who struck me in awe...

who melt my heart....

who sang his heart for me.

♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

He got lots to think about....

i know he is strong,
to endure every single pain.
he is tearing & groaning in misery
but he is strong,i believe.
he pulled thru.
and yeah...
darl,stay strong.come on.
u are strong.
i know it.you know it too.

Hope you have a wonderful,happy weekend,darl!

Enjoy the weather.*If you can*

Or... enjoy a good cup of hot chocolate,

get cozy in your favorite sofa and wrap up in a wooly blanket.

He snatches the first kiss,

pleads for the second,

demands the third,

takes the fourth,

accepts the fifth and endures all the rest.

I'm THINKING of you.

yaa...

I'm thinking of you most of the time.

P.S. I feel so very weak *physically*

Like sheer exhaustion.

I need Him so desperately to help me get through today.

*All I need is a Warm&Cosy Hug*

Sometimes it's better to put love into hugs than to put it into words *it's true*

=)

We are so not alone.

Happy Friday!!This week has been a toughie!

Gonna keep this short and sweet...

Best friends are like good bras.

Hard to find,supportive,comfortable,

always lifts you up,never lets you down

or

leaves you hanging,makes you look better,

&

ALWAYS close to your heart<3

LOL

yesterday,MMU had an Interfaith talk from 7.30~11.30p.m.

We were forced&threatened to go for this boring talk.

we went for the sake of the 5 extra marks that we will be getting

for moral studies if we attended the talk.

As soon as we signed our attendance,

we drove to the 24/7 MCD for supper.

Thank you for being here,friends:)
XOXO,
Renee

hey,let's do the limbo rock...

MMU DJ Club

had a Roadshow in MMU Melaka last Tuesday.

While my friends and I was on our way to class,

my attention was caught by a Deejay

who spoke passionately on a microphone.

&

on that very moment also,a guy was stretching his muscles,

preparing himself for a challenge.

& guess what the challenge was??.....

LIMBO ROCK.

At the beginning,

we were juz watching the guy doing the limbo rock.

Soon after,

the Deejay was looking for a challenger to compete with that guy.

So,I volunteer myself..."daredevil"

=)

This Video was recorded by Sum*Recorded until halfway only.

P/S:To be able to watch this video,

you need to turn ur head 90 degrees to the right,

Sry for the inconvenience.LOL

P/S:My back hurts after the all the bending.

"No stretching sure painful lar"

I didn't knew that I could bend that much.

LOL

Sunway Trip.

This semester is crunch time.

Need to work harder so that I don’t struggle like last time.

Nevertheless,we still need to play!

Work hard,play harder… I like that.

So,me,together with my friends went to Sunway.

*it was a trip organized by mmu's aerobic club*

.:7th of November 2009:.

I Woke up at 5a.m,i got myself all dressed up

and my mum drove me to MMU at 6.30a.m.

I was super duper mega hyper extra TIRED that morning.

Anyway,the bus reached Sunway at 9.45a.m or so.

The bus stopped for quite some time at

a rest area cuz...

Guo Chen needed to go to the Gents."emergency"

LOL

so,while waiting for him,we ambil gambar.

MASA Itu Emas ma!!hahaha

Ron is such a vainpot.

he Kept looking into the mirror and combing his hair.

Segerombolan gajah liar walking to sunway lagoon.

The busman so teruk.Stopped us at the side.
Sum Choy Lil so excited.

juz look at her face expression also you noe de.
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I spotted a weird looking yet adorable&well-decorated stage.
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a pink four wheel drive covered with hearts all around it.


A picture with the Sunway Lagoon UGLY Mascot.

p.s:I kept my Camera in the locker for most of the time

when we were in Sunway Lagoon.

There are plenty of stoopid rules and regulations such as

NO FOOD.they expect us to buy their expensive food.

NO DRINKS.they want us to die of thirst.

NO BAGS.they want us to waste our money on lockers.

NO long/short JEANS.

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NO running around naked.haha.

So, not many pictures.I can’t upload videos too."sigh"

TIGER

Snake

fishes

eh,macam zoo pula skrg.

incase we get lost,the sign boards are there to help us.

an ugly statue/mask/whatsoever.

roller-coaster.[PICTURE ABOVE]

Sum Choy Lil screamed and shouted at the top of her voice.

i was almost deaf since I was sitting infront of her.

LOL

Colorado Splash.[PICTURE ABOVE]

That's another major attraction where you

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your friends get into logs

and

drop down a steep hill into a 260 m long river!!

& again...

Sum Choy Lil starts screaming even before the log started moving.

haha.

Me,Mei Hsien,Sum and Ron squeeze into one log.

Me and Sum sat this.

So best=)

One of the highlights of Sunway Lagoon

is the massive suspension bridge across the middle of the park.

Spanning some 428 metres,

it is the longest of its type in the world!!

i felt so dizzy while walking on this silly bridge.

There were small gaps in between and as soon as i looked down,

i almost PUKE....almost"

pictures are uploaded in random order:

everyone "sibeh pan ke ai"[acting cute] especially Ron.

take a good look at Guo Chen face

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he was sulking on our way to Sunway Pyramid.

He probably felt sad because we had to leave sunway lagoon liau.

D-A-M-N,we were starving!!

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the BEST way to satisfy our hunger is by eating

KFC.finger lickin good.

K[C]rispy

Fast

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i told you,we were starving.

Look at Guo Chen oso u know how hungry we were.

wth was Ron doing,btw??



We wanted to ice-skate but

we were running out of time.next trip ba

solving a puzzle makes my head spins.

we were camwhoring in the jamban[toilet]

notice that Sum Choy Lil was showing her middle finger.

JKJK

actually is the lighting problem.

she was showing a peace sign for god sake.

she is an innocent girl okay.

*semasa menunggu bas untuk membawa kami pulang:

As soon as we got into the bus,

we rushed for the back seat.

The whole bus was quiet except the bunch of us.

everyone was frickin' exhausted except us.

we were talking,laughing like nobody business,screaming&gossiping.

LOL

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my knees were looking perfect before the sunway trip

but as soon as i got home,

my knees looks like this

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Bruises,cuts,scratches.

I terjatuh here and there while sitting the stoopid slide,

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my knees tergesek the stoopid rough floor tiles while swimming.

haiz

P/S:This is a super long delayed post.
I Don't know..
What do i need to say about this trip...
The only thing i could say "It was awesome"!

So, did you get what i mean??hahaha..
It was awesome man!

Besides,i went there with my kawan-kawan.

so, i couldn't say more about that trip

...just awesome....

i love my friends :)

they are the ones who coloured my life in

MMU

ME...OW,