I'm not going back,I'm moving ahead =)

So,I guess sometimes when you put what you want out there,

the universe listens and responds.

Or something like that.
{wow,I am getting all Secret-ish in here.weird.}
Anyways,so um yeah.

my Question:DARE to Dream??

Looking back to why I ever started blogging in the first place,

I am reminded that at one time I had dreams.

At one time I was willing to give up everything based solely on a dream.

Whatever happened to that dream?

I have started asking myself this question for the past few months,

wondering if my dream died.

I don't have any motivation to move forward,

no confidence to proceed,

no gusto to finish.

Its like,all that I ever wanted seems unattainable.

So,that makes me think,is this just my dream?

Is this desire NOT from the Lord?

How can my life be so different from what I desire?

Some days are just harder for me than others.

Some days,

I definitely have to fight the feelings that I have missed my calling,

and this is just one of those days.

I feel that I may be wasting my life on what I can do,

rather than what God WILL do.

P.S. I no longer want to desire something that seems impossible.

I know that the Lord didn't want me to speak those words.

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So, do I dare to dream?

That's what I must face right now.

Do I dare to face tomorrow knowing that what

I have in my heart may never come to pass?

Gahh!!

Anyway,

Hump day already??

That's what she said.No,seriously though...

it's Friday already?!

This week has just flown by so far.

=)

Dear Mother Nature,

Thanks for the perfect weather this weekend.

It couldn't have come at a more better time.

Keep rockin' it so I won't have to direct a throat punch in your direction.

So,another weekend has come and gone.

=(

I hope you all had some time to unwind.

I'm not ready quite yet,but Monday is going to come regardless

so I hope you all have a good one.

And dear readers,please don't forget...

Just because I'm busy doesn't mean I don't love you peeps =)