feeling happier than ever.

I'm strong.I may break down and bawl.I may wallow.I may cry hysterically and worry my loved ones over my downers... sowie:) but when I'm done freakin' out the freaks.........
I am SO. MUCH. STRONGER. than I tend to give myself credit for.
Sometimes I just have to laugh at the sky & thank God for leading ME down the crazy beautiful road He's chosen for ME (:




Drum roll please.....


We must be willing to let go of the life we have planned,so as to have the life that is waiting for us,ya know?? =)

P.S. Hope your day is spent with people you care about.

I know mine will be :)

I'm tired.

That kind of tired that makes it possible for you to bite someones head off in one moment

&

cry over complete stupidity the next....

I'm pretending the only thing on my to-do list is

"Dream something pretty"!!

My something pretty of choice would be:

A cupcake (:

PCA0035 Computer Assignment.

I've Finally FINISHED my PCA0035 computer assignment!!

I've put so much effort,sweat and tears into this assignment.

I'm so glad it's all finally over!!

There are so many times where I feel like giving up and banging my head against the wall,

but despite the disappointment I kept pushing myself.

{my Friends were always there offering support and encouragement(: }

I often snuggled down in bed feeling mentally and physically tired!!

My finals is less than 3 more weeks!

I shud really start flipping through my books

and start burning the Midnight Oil.....

can someone pls pinch me and tell me that I'm not dreaming???!!!

can you believe it??it's my last semester

and I'll be doing my bachelor's of degree in banking and finance in the month of JUNE!!

{time flies like an arrow.}

I can still recall my first day during orientation in MMU.I was starving and suffering from gastric pain throughout the whole orientation week!

Anyway,I just feel so fortunate,

so blessed to be in this position and not to sound cheesy,

but I am just so grateful =)

BELOW:Have a glance at My PCA0035 Computer assignment.

TOPIC : MAMMALS

P.S. BYE BYE.

LOVE Ya'll

I said what??

My brain has been on over load due to the lack of being able

to type it out every day as I have been able to do in the past.

so much going on that.....

I can't even remember half the things I really wanted to post about.

Regardless,I will give you a few updates.

ya know,a little bit of the me you've all been missing oh so much ;)

I know I repeatedly talk about angels or soulmates but lets face it.

I'm just counting my blessings(:

I've learned countless times,that people

come into your life for a reason.

whatever that reason may be it's

up to you on how you learn from it.

♥

P.S. Thanks to the wonderful people in my life

who continue to keep their heads up

when I don't have the strength to keep mine up,

I've been able to stay a float in times I didn't think I'd be able to.

above:She has given me plenty of good advice but this one just

made me smile!

She has faith in me when I don't have enough for myself

&

is always there to pick me up when I need her to!!

above: I love her.She makes my day!

There are ONE thing you should know about me....

ok so there really are WAY more than that,but just one for now (:

I am extremely loyal to those who are in my life.

* I love you completely hubbs*....

&

I absolutely love my peeps

&

certain family members.

I have their back even if they are in the wrong.

I listen when no one else will.

I am the fort knox to their secrets.

I will bend over backwards for the people I love.

I will say I'm wrong -this all by itself is saying a lot.

I will surprise them with little goodies.

I forgive quickly

&

I will do everything my power to make sure that they know I love them.

P.S. time spent laughing wid my love ones is priceless.
♥

He had the best eyebrows I'd ever seen.

plus a gorgeous smile and a warming soul.

we instantly connected ♥ (:
I'm not going anywhere :]
Sayang,you have to have faith.

It's the only thing we have that can get us through this crazy ride!

=)

Let's be honest.

{RENEE-is-busy-so-here's-a-quick-post}

I've been eating A LOT of junk food lately....

"chips,chocolate + absolutely delicious gluten

&

dairy free products coming out on the market!!"

all of which I love so very much (:

if I wasn't eating it at home,I ate it almost every time I went out.

It's been excessive and I've noticed that I've gained the past little while for it.

Besides,I've still been taking food photos

but

I have to preface them by saying that I haven't really been able to keep much in my stomach. My hunger just disappeared on me.....

and when I do eat,I feel full almost instantly.

Very strange.

(0.0)

Those who always lepak with me would know me very well la.I shout hungry like every one frickin' hour.After a heavy meal I still menyalak hungry.Macam hantu lapar je.During lecture I'll be stuffing my mulut with fried rice/nasi lemak/mee,Jus name it and I have it all in my bag!hahaha.

My bag is always packed with food.No books but food.hahaha.sial.

Yesterday during muet pun almost die of starvation.half way doing the writing test then gastric>dizzy>cant concentrate.so my solution is emergency delivery.hahaha.

i asyik makan je.patutlah sudah berisi.FUGLY.

Anyway,I've been craving cupcakes all weekend!!

arghh.

Can someone buy me a cupcake with 2 inches of over-sweet frosting on top??

Puhlease =(

cupcakes are just ugly when you can't have them!

P.S. This is how I want my baby to look like.

all cute and chubby.ish geram tengok muka dia.
"cheek biting "...I almost feel like this is an addiction!!

P.S. Pls be x-tra careful of this cheek biting freako!LOL

above:fuh ada muscles siot!got biceps and chest man.

dun pray pray ya!phewit!





ladies and gentlemen,
please fasten your seatbelts cuz I am about to show you
something fascinating,
something entertaining,
and
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wah!

guys sure drooling all over their keyboard punya.

hahaha.

BYE peeps.

peace out >.<

Tearing myself into shreds over the weekend.

After plenty of rest and H2O,I am finally feeling better.hallelujah!

I hate this week so much.

Life has been hectic,chaotic,dramatic and stressful ALL at the same time!!

Life has taken me on it's very own rollercoaster these last few weeks

&

I'm like hanging on by a thread.haizzzz!!

I Blame life which has been throwing me curve balls like crazy.

ahh well...whatever.

I'm here and my weekend was "awesome" so I can't complain too much.

I haven't logged into blogger like a week?So,where should I start??

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Oh well.....Yesterday I wore yellow.It had been a while since I'd done so.

As it goes,I’ve been all BLACK & WHITE lately with maybe a tad bit of colour,

which is so unlike me.

So when I chose to wear bright,sunshiny yellow,it made me feel different….

*in a good way*(:

I felt happier and fun…like a day in the sun *giggles*.

It figures as much,with spring comes colour.

Lots & lots of colour.colour that I have missed.a lot.

P.S. {Warning!!Before going any further,

this is post is very random and not planned.

And kinda sort of long.}

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Speaking of LIFE........

have you found that sometimes life seems to come
with a soundtrack?I have countless playlists on my iPod,and each one
is meant for a certain day.A moment.A feeling.I've been listening
to one playlist (titled Way back into love-the best love duet!!) on repeat.

anyway,Do you have certain songs that get put on repeat?

And I mean you repeat it like over and over and over & you nvr get bored of it?

Okay, lets talk about something real for a moment.
Let me start off by saying my SMS addiction is back!haha
I've not been actively using my hp like for about 5 months or so
& now I'm finally back on track.haha.surprise surprise.
And on another very important note...
Hubbs is such a great guy.Supportive.carefree.Cracking jokes all night long.
Lovable.Believes in this simple statement "Everything happens with ease".
=)

most importantly he makes me laugh like there's no tomorrow.
I catch myself thinking about him right now!!
* big ginormous goofy grin * (:




above:I miss my sister so very much.gahh.
The last time I saw her was during the CNY.Haizz.
She'll only be back next year.
It stinks to be separated with the people we love,adore and cherish ya know??!arghh.
It feels like my heart has been ripped out!

♥

Note:I'm sorry I was sucha grouchy pants this whole week!

I promise I'll control my temper (:

&

that I am not in blogger mode lately.

♥ ♥ ♥
Kisses,

RENEE

happy. awesome. weekend . folks.

quizzes.

via

facebook quizzes.

The quizzes in facebook are almost 98% true tho.

I took the....

"What kind of Mask do you wear?"

and here's the results.

Your mask is Beauty.You are beautiful inside and out.You aren't too aware of your beauty, although all the people around you are.There are times when you feel like you're wearing a mask,but no one around you can notice the difference with or without it.You may feel vulnerable at times,but you usually get through it.You sometimes wish you had someone to help you through those tough times, but you are always hopeful and don't give up easily.People who first meet you notice your beauty at a glance,but most people notice it when they get to really know you.

&

"What is the symbol of your personality?" quiz and the result is

Bountiful Basket..........
You are very loved.Everyone finds you a welcoming,warm person.They look to you for advice and comfort and someone to just have a good time with.Your personality is seen as cliche and average,but in truth,you have talents and skills and ideas that no one has thought of before.You are someone with style.You are good with colors,and you know how to color people's worlds and minds to your way. You think new relationships are a coloring book,to fill them in with fulfilling conversations and meetings.Sometimes,when you're completely lost,you are dependent on friends for help. You hope they'll be there for you,but sometimes you fear that they won't be.That is something you are afraid of.You are ready to give,but you are also ready to accept.To many,it seems like you change your personality just for different people,but in fact, you are the one thing that's not changing.Other people grow on you and grow fond of you,not the other way around.You are always yourself, and you are definite.

Random thoughts…

The past couple weeks it has been hard to put my thoughts down.

I would stare at the ceiling at 1am begging my mind to just shut up,

my thoughts racing around in circles...

but extracting the words and pushing the letters into each of these keys was nearly impossible!!Sometimes,it’s just better to keep things bottled inside.

Other times in life the events that happen shake you to the core

&

you are forever changed (:

Often those moments become too precious to share,yet other times they are so so beautiful the best you could do is to share them with whoever would be willing to listen.

There have been many of those moments lately!!

events that have changed me (:

*amen*

God bless me.

This journey we all go through on a daily basis is a

chaotic,

beautiful,

messy,

incredible,

complicated

&

amazing

cluster of moments that define us.

Sometimes this journey feels like a drive in a convertible with the top down on a beautiful road in the late afternoon.

You know the kind I am talking about right????

The ride where the sun is shining on your face just to give you enough sunshine through the leaves that hang from these huge majestic trees.

Where the breeze is soft and sweet,just enough to whisper through your hair.

Fuh.

Other times life feels like we are on this roller coaster spiraling out of control!!

LOL

We try to hold on with all of our might,

but sometimes we are so scared we reach for the person next to us

because we are too scared to face it alone!!

Then sometimes.....

there is no one there when we reach

&

we fall praying that someone will be there to catch us.

Gulp.

P.S. I have some incredible friends and I am a really lucky gal (:

I love em' so very much!!

I hv learned to juz smile & pretend everything is OK.

Whew!Well,I have been on an emotional roller coaster lately.Things happen for a reason,this I do believe.Sometimes we cannot make sense out of why things happen in life.Other times it feels as though everything is falling precisely into place.Once in awhile though,it feels like both of those things are happening at once and we are left wondering where to go from here....

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P.S. Love is not complicated.All any of us really want in life is someone to love us and to have someone to love.Love really is the only reason we do most of the things we do in the grand scheme of things.So love us.Love us when we don't deserve to be loved and SAY IT.Scream it from the top of your lungs,whisper it in a quiet hush in that moment when we fall between dream and awake.We don't ask for much.we just want to be your world,or at least feel like it.

Rest in peace,Romeo =*(

We will remember you always.

♥

"May his humble spirit live on and his soul rest in Peace."

Your living is a blessing.Your spirit lifted our faith.

Your smile behind all those unstopable smoke contagiously put smile in ours.

Your compassion and affection are without condition..

Your faith to life.Your smile to the world.

That we all will miss.

I know for sure.You'll rest in peace =)

♥♥♥♥

P.S. Death can happen at anytime during a person's life,but it is usually always unexpected when it happens to someone young.Therefore,Live every day to its fullest,because yesterday is gone,and tomorrow may never come!!!

God bless us everyone!

Danger can strike at any moment!!

My house just got robbed 3 days ago!!

Arghh.No joke,guys.

Just curious how this could happen even though all the doors are locked!!

Stupid thieves.SOB

These guys gotta be seriously mentally insane !!

When I got back from uni at 5p.m. on a very beautiful tuesday afternoon,

my hse was already being robbed.

There was a police car outside my house while I parking my car into the hse.

At that point,I knew something was wrong.

As I stepped into my car porch,the main door was wide open!!{my heart stops for a second}

I took small steps towards the main door with my fingers crossed,praying hard and hoping that everything was going to be alright.

{luck wasn't on my side}

They had ransacked the entire house.The intruder had taken stuff out of drawers and closets.

* my neatly organized closet =( *

Desks,wardrobes,chests of drawers,closets,every corner or piece of furniture that might conceal anything had been thoroughly ransacked.

The incident happened at around 12 noon while my dad & lil sister was at work,my lil bro was in school,my mummy was at her friend's house and I was in uni....

{busy with my business management project}

No fingerprints were found.dammit!

My dad's savings were all stolen by those bastards.

Since I was a kid,my dad loves collecting coins and keeping em' safely into a "water dispenser bottle".It took him 18 years to save those coins and to reach the top of the water dispenser bottle.But unfortunately,those bastards stole it from him.{poor daddy}Even though it's coins,but that water dispenser bottle contains more than RM8000 okay!*sigh*

20 year old liqueurs was also being stolen.

Gold items and more cash.HAIZZZZZZZZZ!!{no explanation is necessary}

creepy huh??

Anyway.

I have a few things to tell you.well,to remind you really.
I know it's a part of life for people to change,

to mold and shape

into an improved version of yourself.
the thing is,

even though you have so much growing to do,

you're a pretty lovely person already.
please never forget tat ya ^^

I sort of love this picture.
lots of xoo's.
P.S. the look on his face when I smiled at him..priceless.
I opened my heart up to you =)

definitely maybe.

I love reading blogs for so many reasons.
One of them being that you truly see a little slice of someone's life
and that's fun,

sometimes inspiring

&
always interesting.
{well,maybe not always interesting,but you get the point.}
Maybe what's in my BAG isn't that interesting.
But I always find these types of posts interesting.

LMAO

Anyways.

Here is what is in my BAG everyday.
1. My every day black bag is from Vincci.
It's ginormous and I switch out bags when the occasion calls for it though.

2. Because this bag is so big,I use a a large purse.

{most of the time,I use a boy's wallet cuz large purse is juz damn bulky}

3. HP & Ipod {essential}

4. Lip gloss and perfume.Yes

5. Old Navy sunglasses.{no explanation needed}

6. Keys.Spare change.

7.camera.definitely!

What's in your bag?

Let's play show and tell!

LOL

Happiness & some Pondering.

Just some things that are making me happy today (:

If I were a month, I'd be May.

♥
If I were a day of the week, I'd be Sunday.

♥
If I were a time of day, I'd be afternoon.

♥
If I were a planet, I'd be Saturn.

♥
If I were a sea animal, I'd be a seahorse.

♥
If I were a direction, I'd be south.

♥
If I were a piece of furniture, I'd be a comfy couch.

♥
If I were a liquid, I'd be sweet tea.

♥
If I were a gemstone, I'd be an emerald.

♥
If I were a tree, I'd be a palm tree.

♥
If I were a tool, I'd be pliers.

♥
If I were a flower, I'd be a peony.

♥
If I were a kind of weather,I'd be seventy-five degrees,sunny,with a slight breeze.

♥
If I were a musical instrument, I'd be a violin.

♥
If I were a color, I'd be white.

♥
If I were an emotion, I'd be peaceful.

♥
If I were a fruit, I'd be a peach.
♥

If I were a sound, I'd be horses hooves on cobble stone.
♥

If I were an element, I'd be air.

♥
If I were a car, I'd be a 1960 Mercedes.

♥
If I were a food, I'd be Italian.

♥
If I were a place, I'd be home.

♥
If I were a material, I'd be silk.

♥
If I were a taste, I'd be sweet.

♥
If I were a scent, I'd be fresh.

♥
If I were an object, I'd be a lamp.

♥

If I were a body part, I'd be the lips.

♥

If I were a facial expression, I'd be a wink.

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If I were a pair of shoes, I'd be Louboutins.

^^
I'm interested to know,what would you be?

today's challenge:
Do something fun today.
Dance in the living room.
Sing in the shower.
Go shopping.
ShoeHunting.
Midnight supper.
Facebook-ing & Msn-ing till midnight.
Staying up late.
Breakdancing on the bed.
Just HAVE FUN!

♥

Today let's not let anything or anyone bring us down.
Let's make our own happiness today.Agree?

Perfect timing.

Hello,everyone!Can I get an 'amen' that it's Holy Thursday?!

Thank you :D

How are you people lar?

Can I just say that today was possibly the longest day ev-er?!

I hope your day wasn't as exhausting as mine!

These days...thursday nights are quickly becoming a weekend night for me

=)

It's very thoughtful of him to get me this "palm leaf"{hey jonathan tx 4 telling me what leaf is this!!hahaha}from church.It's said to give protection =)So,I placed it above my bed.Hopefully,It can chase away nightmares!!Gahh.❤

Truth is :*its just a symbol so that we could use it on ash wednesday*

its blessed tho. {info frm johnny}

P.S. Have you ever met someone and immediately adored them

and wished you lived closer to them?❤

This is how I'm feeling right now (:

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❤Happy Stinkin Thursday Ya'll!