One Word:Lost =*(

Read whats on my mind right now:

I don't generally wake up thinking,where is my boyfriend?Who got arrested?

and I wonder if this outfit is appropriate for jail visits?

It usually goes something like,yogurt or cereal and do I feel skinny today?

Blah blah blah.

I have somehow along the last couple of months lost sight of the fact that within me,

if I trust it,there's a deep,overflowing well of SECURITY.Of safety.

There's a thing that is bigger than desiring something,

bigger than want,bigger than the little ruts and bumps.

bigger than $20 dollars,

or $100 dollars,

bigger than right.

this.second.argh!
I'm not exactly where I WANT to be,

but I have to TRUST that each little connection,diversion and misstep

are part of the bigger plan & instead of jeering at the things I don't want,

I can looking stead at the things I do......

knowing that all that I need,all that I want & all that I have......

are already here!!

Let the universe work out the rest.

We are constantly evolving.

Sometimes..............,

I feel like if we saw the bigger picture,

we would feel okay being all the things we want and love right now.

*sigh*

P.S. Today,I'm going to FINISH what I START!
"Life is sort of like riding a bike,

if you're always looking at the ground you're bound to fall".
Sometimes,there are MOMENTS,where I'm just afraid of falling.

*sigh*

note:Men are respectable only as they respect others.

&

“There are two sorts of affection:

the love of a woman you respect,and the love for the woman you love”!