At this point in my life,I am struggling.

I had every intention of writing a post

that would make you laugh and smile.

But my heart's just not in it today.

Time:4.30a.m.

I've been feeling quite awful and exhausted lately.

Its just been a blah week.

I don't mean to be E.M.O. but.....!!!!*sigh*

Sometimes the things that make me cry,surprise me.

Sometimes I read something that seems like it was yanked right out of my jumbled little head
&

sometimes some one just gets it.ARGHHHHHHHH!!

btw,

I love you ever and ever and without reserve.

The more I have known you the more have I lovEd you.
The last of your kisses was ever the sweetest,

the last smile was ever the brightest

&
the last movement was ever the gracefullest.

My mind has been the most discontented and restless

one that ever was put into a body too small for it.

I never felt my mind response upon anything with
complete and undistracted enjoyment,

upon no person but YOU.

I can never express it as much as i feel it,

I miss you.Miss you more than words can say.

P.S. I know you guys hate reading my blog cuz

the post is all so emotional,sad,dark and gloomy.

But I have no choice.

Blogging is the only way and is the only time,

People listens to me.

You guys will nvr understand this Emo woman lar.LOL